Thoughts

Last night I was laying in bed thinking about my dress and I realized that at the end of this year Mike and I are going to buy a house/and or condo (whichever has a better deal) and it hit me..................................I have to grow up and live with a boy! I mean nothing up to this point felt so real.....I mean yeah when we booked the hall, it felt somewhat real, but it still seemed so far away. However when I tried on my dress yesterday and I knew it was the one, it just hit me out of no where that this is really happening and it's not that far away. Now I have to grow up and live with a boy! I have never lived on my own before and now when I move out I'll be loving out and moving in with a boy It just hit me out of no where